I’m pretty certain that it’s actually impossible to make an actual, real connection with people. Maybe it’s just me, or maybe its just something that happens as you get older.
I don’t know really how to explain it but I sort of feel like as you get older and everyone goes off and does their own thing, it’s really hard to build and maintain successful relationships.
Most people I don’t even want to hang out with, and I’m pretty sure the feeling is mutual. It’s just exhausting and often fruitless to put the effort into getting to know someone. It’s even harder when everyone you meet already has enough friends, if that makes sense.
I don’t know. 80% of me doesn’t really care and just wants to hang out with the pets anyway, but 20% of me really misses having people just just hang around with and be boring but hilarious.
I feel like I wouldn’t even be thinking about all of this if I had a gym membership and could go running even when it is raining and snowing. But i don’t have one, and so far no one has volunteered to buy me one so expect more mopey/moany posts on all the evenings that the weather is very anti-outdoor activity.